Posted by time to go (188.8.131.52) on November 03, 2002 at 21:40:08:
I wish I could die
its only the fear of death that is keeping me here. I'm an atheist and this life this here & now is all I have. What I have is so stupid & empty. I really wish I could die. I'm a dilletante fool. a loser fool. A useless waste of attention.
The only thing I have, the only thing I excell at is charm and wit. Useless atrributes. I am highly incapable of forming intimate attachments. I spend most of my time alone in a fantasy world & then I turn 'on' when I'm around people
my life really has no more meaning. I really want out
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