Posted by luv (126.96.36.199) on November 06, 2002 at 14:36:21:
In Reply to: 37 & half posted by time to go (188.8.131.52) on November 03, 2002 at 21:40:08:
You may need to seek professional counseling. You definitely need someone to talk to about how you're feeling. Trust me, like isn't that difficult and by the way, wit and charm are not useless attributes, they are a good building block to a better you.
> I wish I could die
> its only the fear of death that is keeping me here. I'm an atheist and this life this here & now is all I have. What I have is so stupid & empty. I really wish I could die. I'm a dilletante fool. a loser fool. A useless waste of attention.
> The only thing I have, the only thing I excell at is charm and wit. Useless atrributes. I am highly incapable of forming intimate attachments. I spend most of my time alone in a fantasy world & then I turn 'on' when I'm around people
> my life really has no more meaning. I really want out
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