Posted by Dee (184.108.40.206) on September 18, 2003 at 16:49:21:
In Reply to: Re: Quick suicide question posted by Raz62 (220.127.116.11) on September 18, 2003 at 14:36:07:
> > We are still curious as to why you have chosen suicide.
> PS I have felt suicidal many many times in my long (41+) years of life and HERE I AM! I'm not too thrilled about the pain of living sometimes but suicide is probably the worst option out of it -- because it's irrevocable. And it leaves a MESS whether you like it or not.
I agree, it's irrevocable and I want this person to know that my cousin died from cancer two months ago. He was 48 and we were very close, he was one of my best friends and I miss him so much!!! I where a picture of him in a heart shaped lockett. He had Aids and cancer happened last summer in his liver. You would never know he was sick!! He lived in the day he was in because that's all he could handle and he passed on leaving alot of people very very sad. One week before he died I went up to his room and sat on his bed and he sat up and said Dee, I want you to have some of my things, my couch. I said thanks and : ( He said, Dee I'm redecorating my apartment. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry!
I still go to phone him and I still wake up upset. I probably always will. If he had not been sick and committed suicide, I would be upset but more angry. I would be mad at him for the rest of my life! What a selfish thing to do, to end your life!!! You don't understand how painful death is for those who love you and you must live and suffer it yourself, you have no right to cause anyone pain because you're in pain!!!
My sister's friend killed himself on the weekend, and can I just say that she is not coping well!!!! DON'T DO IT!! Be anything, but don't be dead!!!
Dee : )
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