Posted by Margaret (220.127.116.11) on February 24, 2003 at 20:23:56:
In Reply to: Obviously posted by K.B. (18.104.22.168) on February 22, 2003 at 16:24:51:
He just did it again, he just siad this guy wants to take me out to dinner with him, someplace really nice and fancy, cuase he can't stop thinking about me. (I still have to do business over the phone with his office once in a great while, so that's why we still talk, when he picks up thephone and knows I'n online), but I don't like it when he does this. Besides, I think that maybe he is the one who is harbouring all these ideas, that *he* is the one who likes me this whole time, not those other guys, but he just can't get himself to admit it, so that is why he keeps using other people, as a 'cover' for his own desires.
Either that, or maybe I just imagined he liked me this whole, and this whole time, the reality was that he didn't, but instead he was just mocking me and being mean to me and putting me down and using me a a big joke, this whole time, mocking me like this.
Either way, not only is he way too young, I have moved for good, and I have no more contact with him, as long as he does not know I'm on hold. So there is no more future, or being mocked by him anymore, period.
I don't deserve to be mocked anyway. I am glad no one here mocks me. I never liked it when he did that. That and all the other stress. I am so glad I am here now.
Now all I need next is to fix my car, move out from my other place, and find a close place to stay here. Then I'm set. For a while.
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