Posted by Margaret (184.108.40.206) on May 11, 2003 at 15:30:19:
In Reply to: Wow - posted by Rho (220.127.116.11) on May 10, 2003 at 00:50:09:
There is this one guy I have liked for a long time. He hasn't asked to see me regular though. He needs time to build up trust first. Anyway, aside from that, he has been nice to me and I value our freindship. Anyway, what happened this past month, he needed me, but with all the changes in my life, I was under so much stress, I needed help myself, and I couldn't reach out to him, so I procrastinated talking to him, and, then I justified to myself, well, if I got what I would have like to get, I wouldn't have to do this, and I got frustrated and said I wanted to leave here because there wasn't any reason to stay here, but the truth is, I want to stay here, and I want to be with him. I know he needs me to solve my own problems, and I am, however, sometimes it takes time, and lots of strength, sometimes I'm not quite that strong enough, and I need time. Those are the times I wish for support. But then I wonder, maybe the support I'm asking for is too much, and not within his reach. I don't want to lose him. I value him, our freindship, I don't want to lose him. I want to do whatever possible I can to not lose him.
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