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Posted by Minbari ( on May 12, 2003 at 22:05:23:

I know if you are risking reading another entry from me, you are brave. Sorry I went way overboard before...

I'm coming back into my true self after years of bad much stuff. The ego is very strong and wants control...(healing from developmental trauma...)

But the joy of these times when I'm really me---clean now from the drugs and after a "cleansing" like what I experienced Saturday night, and then leveling out...I'm glad to be alive...and I even began to really see my gifts earlier today...during a meeting...I'll spare the details. It was simply good to be who I really am, and I am seeing those times more closely linked...

I came on the board tonight precisely to really read what you all are going through and talking about--for you, for us...not just to "need" you. I appreciate the spirit and attitude--especially the honesty. And Rho, your comments about the anonymity and honesty are right on the money.

And Margaret, that line about...damn, what was it...never be ashamed of telling someone how you really feel/that you love them... Good stuff. Something I struggle with too, feeling like I'm not allowed to love, much less express it...

Good night, Minba

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