Posted by Rho (188.8.131.52) on May 31, 2003 at 09:27:24:
I wish i could find a guy who places the same value on me that i place on them. This dude that I wrote about before, he went on a two week business trip, he called me once. (ok, that;s cool) BUT - he was to come back on Tuesday, and i was leaving for france on thursday. He never called. I had *told* him about my plans.
If he was really interested in me - the way I want him to be - he would have been holding on to those dates, and trying to squeeze in as much time as he could with me before I left. If he was really interested in me, he woldn't have forgetten some major inforomation like that.
I'm soo soo soo dissapointed. But the truth is, he just doesn't care that much. Now I really have to let it go. I have a month in Paris to forget it. Its good to have this change. I'm working on music here. But part of what I am doing today is letting him go. Its so sad. In the end I always have to go back to what I do best - being alone. I'm so tired of it. I'm so sad about it. But its all I know.
I love you guys
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