Posted by Rho (184.108.40.206) on June 02, 2003 at 08:44:07:
So - either that guy hasn't tried to call, so he hasn't realized that my phone is off - or he has and doesn't care enuf to send me an email to say "Hey, I noticed your phone is always off - is it working all right?"
What I don't get is how someone can lose interest in me soooo FAST! I don't think I'm that boring.
but I must have - no I know there is someting wrong (like we all do) with me. In my case the fact that I can spend my whole life ALONE - almost never in a relationship, and when I do get in one, it lasts a few months - and this happens every two years or so - yet at the same time I WANT SO BADLY to be with someone. I try to keep this strong strong want hidden, but I guess it must slip out in some way.
I think one of my biggest problems has to do with anger. I am an anger deny-er.
I just wish that guy would get in touch with me.
I just wish I could be with someone with a real life.
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