Posted by minbari (126.96.36.199) on June 03, 2003 at 21:28:55:
In Reply to: Re: My job still stinks & I'll have to check out B~ posted by Margaret (188.8.131.52) on June 03, 2003 at 19:53:22:
How awful... you have been treated so terribly. I want to draw you up into my lap and hold you--that little girl who has been so hurt. I would hum to you and stroke your face while you could just cry and cry and we'd rock in the big rocker and you could just cry it all out.
Can you leave this job? Do you have to go on this trip? Can you at least call in sick a few days...get away from it? ... Have you ever considered a "retreat" at a monastery or retreat center? Just reconnect with yourself.
You are too wonderful to subject yourself to this place you work...
Be gentle with yourself. And sing something.
> I have this 4 day 'meeting' I am supposed to go to with them out west. We are supposed to go and learn and get to know each other and 'have fun' with each other.
> I do not want to go. I do not want to go. What has been done to me, what this woman said to me, hurt me so much, I cannot stop crying. I don't like being hurt anymore. I don't like it. It doesn't feel good.
> I don't like it. It doesn't feel good.
> I don't feel good. I feel really bad. I feel really bad. I feel really really sad. Sad and bad. I don't feel good. They make me feel bad. They make me feel bad. They make me feel really bad. Bad and sad:(
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