Posted by Margaret (22.214.171.124) on June 04, 2003 at 19:59:30:
In Reply to: ...Margaret...? posted by minbari (126.96.36.199) on June 03, 2003 at 21:28:55:
> How awful... you have been treated so terribly. I want to draw you up into my lap and hold you--that little girl who has been so hurt. I would hum to you and stroke your face while you could just cry and cry and we'd rock in the big rocker and you could just cry it all out.
> Can you leave this job? Do you have to go on this trip? Can you at least call in sick a few days...get away from it? ... Have you ever considered a "retreat" at a monastery or retreat center? Just reconnect with yourself.
> You are too wonderful to subject yourself to this place you work...
> Be gentle with yourself. And sing something.
> Love, minba...
> > I have this 4 day 'meeting' I am supposed to go to with them out west. We are supposed to go and learn and get to know each other and 'have fun' with each other.
> > I do not want to go. I do not want to go. What has been done to me, what this woman said to me, hurt me so much, I cannot stop crying. I don't like being hurt anymore. I don't like it. It doesn't feel good.
> > I don't like it. It doesn't feel good.
> > I don't feel good. I feel really bad. I feel really bad. I feel really really sad. Sad and bad. I don't feel good. They make me feel bad. They make me feel bad. They make me feel really bad. Bad and sad:(
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