Posted by Randy (126.96.36.199) on July 28, 2003 at 18:17:22:
In Reply to: thanks! posted by Dee (188.8.131.52) on July 28, 2003 at 15:49:28:
I didn't take your post as someone making fun of us.
I don't cry everyday, but when I stop to think about it,
I probably feel sadness every single day. Lol... I could
so very well relate with all the things you are saying.
I hate to be "forgotten" by significant others (which are
few and far between). I used to shower my girlfriends
with attention, because I love feeling deep emotional
connection. They would really dig this and feel overwhelmed
at first, but then I think they would get bored with not
having any challenge. I've really tried to develop myself
into not being so "needy", but it really is all just surface
actions. Inside I still think... "how can you not even
respond to my email or phone call i left you today... you
must not really care". Lol. So lame, I know.
As far as artistic expression goes...yeah, I relate to you
there as well. My goal is to get enough residual income
so I can just focus on my music. I have suffered tremendous
financial burdens because of the social anxiety and feelings
of not measuring up to others expectations of me in the
LOL...so I just realized I'm talking about ME.
Really, it's just to affirm you that you're not alone, and
hopefully by reading this stuff I wrote, you can relate and
feel more connected. I just found this messageboard 2 days
ago, and I almost hit a manic mood because I was so excited
to find other that describe inner experiences like I have.
It feels so good as a 4 to understand others and to be
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