Posted by Dee (188.8.131.52) on August 14, 2003 at 12:19:34:
In Reply to: Re: Carrie (Stephen King) posted by The4Blob (184.108.40.206) on August 14, 2003 at 10:04:48:
> I identify with Carrie White.
I identify with Carrie errr did identify with her when I was in school. We had a Friday night drop in centre at my school (pick up spot for the guys and place to dance and irritate ME for the girls). I've always loved music and dancing though you would never know because half the time I would just sit there and watch the others have fun. Every so often a boy would walk by me and call me a name to make me feel even better about myself. The popular girls had all the guys and I had all the questions. "Why am I here?" "Why am I alive?" a true space cadet in any situation until someone would come up to me to ask me for a smoke or what the time was and then back into my la la land I'd go. Paranoia would set in, then I'd go home, but wait, someone else has something to say ..."HEY RETARD, COME SUCK ON MY....!" anyway, those were the good days.
I've let go of those time. They were children and so was I. Now they live in their two car garage homes driving their Caravans filled with children who they raise to be kind to the child I was because of guilt. I'm still trying to repair myself from a childhood of torment and it's never too late as my therapist says. "Where were my parents you might ask? Why didn't they get me help?" They didn't have a clue who I was then and now know me as a Type 9.
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