Posted by Dee (188.8.131.52) on August 18, 2003 at 12:43:17:
In Reply to: Re: work sucks posted by The4Blob (184.108.40.206) on August 18, 2003 at 08:34:08:
> >>>>>I'll chime right in. I'm a 4/3 and although I don't think I have ADD, I do have depression/anxiety swings and I'm sure it was intensified 100x yesterday with PMS. So basically I sat and looked at every area of my life and saw FAILURE and LOSER -- my overweight body, my boring job, my lack of money, my constantly fighting children, sloppy house, no creative accomplishments to speak of, constant failure on the practice tests I take for the broker's licenses, and occasional dabbling in alcohol/drugs (none this past weekend though). Suicide seemed a rational escape except that I don't want to leave my kids like that. There are problems with my husband too and most just stupid age-related things. On Sunday afternoon I finally saw "Pirates of the Caribbean" and wished I was stuck on a desert island with Johnny Depp and enough rum to intoxicate an entire fleet of pirates. Maybe he wouldn't mind my overweight body once he was smashed. There I made myself laugh. (I have a 1/9 ISTJ dad, by the way, so now I go for these really decadent and hedonistic 4ish, 7ish, 8ish type guys as a backlash.) Hey at least I wasn't in NYC when the lights went out.
Hey what up?
You really indulge in cutting yourself up if you don't mind me saying... which you probably do.. lol.
Was that your picture that I saw, the one I said looked like a Wharhol (or however his name is spelt)? Because if it is, you're attractive so quit with the bullshit, ya know it.
I too am in insurance and have to start taking my CIP courses and am not looking forward to it but what can I do...
I'm taking a creative course though next month for 3 months to let off some creative steam i have brewing in me.
I'll have to check out that movie too.
Oh, and if you want to keep letting out your masochistic steam.. I'm listening.
I know... who asked me anyway!
Dee : )
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