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Posted by Dee ( on August 21, 2003 at 22:54:22:

In Reply to: Confused posted by Ed ( on August 21, 2003 at 18:21:26:

> I have taken several tests and the results have been either 4 or 5. I don't know much about this stuff but i obsessively take personality tests. i figure i am a 4w5 or 5w4. I'll explain myself a little bit: I'm a grade A slacker. I'm still in school, but in 6th grade I realized that there is no reason for anything. So basically I stopped giving a crap about getting good grades. Everyday I am made to stay after to do work that I failed to complete on time, and sometimes the work would only take at most 10 minutes to do, but I still can't do it for unknown reasons to me, so I end up staying the whole 2-3 hours. I think it is a kind of punishment to myself for another unknown reason. I'm deeply intrigued by the lives of people such as Kurt Cobain and love music such as Nirvanas. I admire they're romantic? images, and dream about one day having that type of effect on people. I play guitar and i write "poems and lyrics", but I probably suck at both, at least i think i do. i have this thing where i meet a girl i'm magnetically attracted to and i can't get my mind off of her. i usually see the girl as perfect in my head, and then realize the opposite when i get closer. when i am still attracted to a girl though i fantasize about things such as having to carry her 20 miles to a hospital and/or in a sitution where we know the world is certain to end soon but we're happy just to be with eachother, just staring at each other. i have a strong will, my mom will be bothering me weeks about cleaning my room and if i don't want to i just won't. blah blah blah. i used to burn myself with cigarette butts and lighters and i wrote suicide notes to my close family and friends a while back, but i kinda knew i wasn't going to really do it. something just comes over me. i used to take anti depressants. and blah. so what do you think? sorry for not making this in paragraphs or spaced but it's too late now, i don't feel like it! =p

Hi Ed,
Raz62 might be right eh... 4 wing-5

First off, welcome aboard. Hi, my name is Dee.
You're on the path of discovering who you really are and why. What makes you tick? hmmm I usually say, "Who am I and am I ok?"
None of us that I know on this dicussion board are doctors by the way.
There are other places you can go like this one to read up on your Type. Find the info on the home page.
Kick back and ENJOY... because I have a feeling you're going to find YOU very facinating. : )
You are worthy and deserve to take time on getting to know yourself better.
You're going to be fine.
There comes a time when you have to take things to your family doctor. Let him/her know your frustrations. That is what your doctor is there for so take advantage.
This is all good : ) not bad : (
You are on the right road right now, stick to it!
Let your doctor know it's hard for you to concentrate at school etc.
The doctor will probably ask how you feel about going to see a psychologist/psychiatrist/councellor..
This is OK. Not to worry. I myself see a councellor once a week and it helps me so much. I actually look forward to it because it allows me to express myself.
Keep in touch and you don't have to take any of my advice.


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