Posted by Sharlee (184.108.40.206) on September 29, 2003 at 04:21:41:
In Reply to: My apologies to you lovely people posted by KB (220.127.116.11) on September 28, 2003 at 16:52:21:
> I am sorry for acting sub-human and immature and littering this place with the filth of my retched soul for three years.
> The truth is I really liked Emily and Mikko but I never learned how to act appropriately around other people.
> Then my 2w1 ESFJ wife divorced me because I beat her, wasnt a man in bed and spent all my time obsessing about the injustices strangers did to me on internet sites even though it all happened in my imagination and I just love starting battles with people because I have no self-esteem and no confidence to do anything constructive. Plus I have a mental disorder and have driven away anyone who could care for me and make me take my anti-psychotic medicine.
### KB, As I recall, you did mention your 2 wife in some of your posts (Ferrantino for instance)so either you have great staying power in respect to your "line" or you are telling the truth. I personally respond to people I perceive are telling me the truth and vice versa. If what you say is true, then work closely with your therapist/psychiatrist and take your medicine. Forget about the in crowd, if it exists it is hollow anyway and not worthy of any attention. Are you really a 3; if so recognise that true respect and recognition comes from being genuine and compassionate and caring. I wish you all the best.
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