Posted by Flower Pagan (184.108.40.206) on September 30, 2003 at 10:29:36:
In Reply to: Re: My apologies to you lovely people posted by Sharlee (220.127.116.11) on September 29, 2003 at 04:21:41:
I appreciate seeing such a compassionate and loving email on the last day of the board. Perhaps, he does appreciate it more than he knows how. After seeing his response post deleted, I have decided not to respond to him because I can relate to your not wanting to waste your time with people who aren't being genuine or perhaps, honest.
You are so kind to write to him after all he have done on the board. His post does appear very sincere and perhaps it is, who knows. We may never know the truth, but one thing I do know and that you did the right thing and followed your conscious and giving him the opportunity to have his feelings validated. Whether he is sincere or not, only he knows the ultimate truth about what is in his heart. Thanks for being you.
> > I am sorry for acting sub-human and immature and littering this place with the filth of my retched soul for three years.
> > The truth is I really liked Emily and Mikko but I never learned how to act appropriately around other people.
> > Then my 2w1 ESFJ wife divorced me because I beat her, wasnt a man in bed and spent all my time obsessing about the injustices strangers did to me on internet sites even though it all happened in my imagination and I just love starting battles with people because I have no self-esteem and no confidence to do anything constructive. Plus I have a mental disorder and have driven away anyone who could care for me and make me take my anti-psychotic medicine.
> ### KB, As I recall, you did mention your 2 wife in some of your posts (Ferrantino for instance)so either you have great staying power in respect to your "line" or you are telling the truth. I personally respond to people I perceive are telling me the truth and vice versa. If what you say is true, then work closely with your therapist/psychiatrist and take your medicine. Forget about the in crowd, if it exists it is hollow anyway and not worthy of any attention. Are you really a 3; if so recognise that true respect and recognition comes from being genuine and compassionate and caring. I wish you all the best.
> Sharlee 1w2
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