Posted by Diarm (184.108.40.206) on February 07, 2003 at 13:53:52:
In Reply to: Female 5 posted by Iris (220.127.116.11) on February 07, 2003 at 11:48:58:
I'm a four with a heavy five wing but I've no great advice for you except to worry about it less. What kind of knowledge gives you joy? Seek out some good reading matter. Give thanks to the universe for the things in life that've made you happy before. Be thankful you aren't depressed.
remember, flat periods are good cos they make highs seem better.
> Hey everyone,
> I've just been reading a lot of these threads and couldn't help but smile at seeing all these thoughts in my head being said by a lot of you.
> First off, I'm a 19 year old female, 5w6 (I think) in Canada. Youngest of a family of six, I now live with my mom who's a 9, and I absolutely adore her. I could care less about my father, an 8.
> As for relationships, I'm in a long distance relationship with a 7. We'll spend a week or a weekend or two a month, and it's been good as far as having my time and space to myself. I'd say I'm in love. It seems like I fall in and out of love fairly quickly though. And it's never as intense as my first love was, something I don't think I'll feel again, or completely get over. But who knows, I'm still young.
> My main reason for posting, is that I often go through long periods where I don't really feel anything. I'm blank. I don't feel inspired whenever I try to write, or nothing flows out of me as I play guitar. I'm stuck in this rut, and I'm not sure how to deal with it.
> And of course, there's the usual issues of being alone despite being in a relationship. Which as a 5, I've pretty much accepted by now.
> What do you 5's do when you're incapable of feeling?
> I'd like to feel again.
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