Posted by Jenny (220.127.116.11) on April 13, 2003 at 23:37:38:
It's Sunday night at 11:30 here in Kansas, and I'm feeling a little restless. Are there any fives in here who are actually HAPPY and, if so, how have you achieved this elusive thing called happiness? I feel okay most of the time but something is definitely missing from my life. I need to find an outlet for my creative energy sometime soon, but I am stuck in a state of limbo. I keep trying to find satisfaction in a career but so far nothing has panned out the way I was hoping.
Also, how do you relate to people? I see people (from afar) that I am really interested in getting to know, but it is terribly hard for me to get outside myself and talk to them. I guess I am afraid of their judgments or that I will be rejected in some way. Most of the time, when I say things, it comes out wrong and all is lost (at least for that person...) I feel safest and most content when I am alone being myself. So, what do my fellow fives do in these situations? I could use some insight from a lucky soul who has figured this puzzle out.
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